Mornings (or in my case, evenings) are hard waking up when you wake up automatically feeling on edge and slightly worried. I hate that. Today I kind of expected it to be that way, but even so it didn't make it any easier. I planned a little bit ahead though and forced myself to get out of bed a little early instead of lying there for hours trying to pretend that I wouldn't have to actually start my day...but then still knowing I do have to start it at some point. Got myself up, made me some iced coffee, laced up my running shoes and hit the gym before I could tell myself "no". Pumped out a hard three miles on the treadmill and a mile walk uphill to cool down. MUST get into shape for this race!
I'm anticipating a long night ahead of me, who knows what is in store for me. I'm charge tonight along with everyone dealing with the burden of a new computer system. Really not looking forward to whatever 'fires' I have to put out. Wish me luck.
empathizing with you, not because i'm training for a 1/2 marathon or being a charge nurse buuut y'know;) i have been waking up to A LOT of mornings like you perfectly described lately. DEE.PRESSSING. =(
ReplyDeleteThanks, it is nice to know that I'm not the only one! Tho I don't wish it on anyone.
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