19 Days...

So... in the last week I have.... quit my first nursing job of 3 years, moved my entire house & storage unit to a new house in a new state, lost track of all of my wedding ideas, spent the weekend with my family & attended my bridal shower and then started a new job in a completely different area of the hospital. Feels like its been a month and its only been a week, how can something feel like its happening so fast but somehow feel like I'm moving in slow motion watching my life go on outside of my body. Anyway... hoping that I can get my head back on straight and get some things finalized and figured out for the wedding this next week (since its only 19 days til we get hitched!). I decided at the last minute it would be good to go with Daniel up to his parents instead of staying home by  myself. Its been an adjustment but I'm feeling better, its been good to get away from feeling like I need to organize EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW. I have had some time to go over to Danielle's, even though she's gone for the weekend--of course it still feels like home, but at the same time it makes me come to the realization that it is not home anymore. It is nice visit again and get things back into a new kind of balance and jump start things a little bit....somehow its just hard to get my head to realize that HEY I'm actually living with my best friend now! :) and that makes me happy....I've been waiting for a long time for us to be in the same place again, sometimes its just hard to realize that its here now and I don't have to wait any longer. I don't have to keep putting my life on hold and I can just smile and enjoy my life how it is right now...and look forward to what's coming up so quickly. 2 short weeks til we fly out to Florida :).